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you want to take the easy way out because you are scared
you are scared because if you try and fail you are the only one to blaim

life is scary, get used to it
there are no magical fixes, its all up to you
so get up, get out and start doing work

what if its too hard?
nothing in this world is worth having that comes easy

you still have to try

all I got on my mind today

they’ve always got their own burdens
im not going to be one of those people who dumps theirs on someone else
only me

i think owning your burdens is half the battle

its not that daunting if you look around and see what other people have to deal with

You have brains in your head, and feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself any direction you choose.
We don’t see things as they are, we see them as we are.

Losers fix the blame; winners fix the situation. Losers say, ‘Why don’t they do something?’ Winners say, ‘Here’s something I can do.

Ugh

There are no shortcuts in life or in love. This pain must be felt. The alternative is much worse. It’s what makes us special, what makes us beautiful, what, what makes us worthy; the pain of how we love. But that pain is accompanied by something else, isn’t it? Hope. With your pain, there is hope. And that is where you are. Somewhere between agony and optimism and prayer. So you’re human. You’re alive. And that is what we have.

- Dr. from Brothers and Sisters

And that is all I have to say about that today

“It all depends on how we look at things, and not on how they are themselves”

“Man needs difficulties; they are necessary for health”

- Carl Gustav Jung

That is all I have to say about my time from the last post. Failed the biochemistry, hoping for atleast a B or a B+ in research methods. Pathetic.

“Anyone can give up, it’s the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that’s true strength.”

-Anonymous

That is all I have to say to summarize my today (Feb. 27, 2008), as for me I have not slept. So many quotes, so little dedication if I post them all.
Now to try to submerge myself into research analysis on the effects of treatment for test anxiety in undergraduate students in the years 1960s, 1980s, and 1995 – present (2008). Before I begin my path to awesomeness, I have a biochemistry report to read about analyzing lipid extract from rat liver at various cell membranes and such; via the usage of homogenization, centrifugation, thin layer chromatography, and two-dimensional thin layer chromatography.
Once my lab readings are complete, I shall begin my cram session on research methods.
I am not sure when I shall go to sleep tonight, much work to do; so little time; so dumb. I am.

Sad people dislike the happy, and the happy the sad; the quick thinking the sedate, and the careless the busy and industrious.

- Horace (Ancient Roman Poet. 65 BC-8 BC)

That’s all that I have to say about today and yesterday.

“You have to learn the rules of the game. And then you have to play better than anyone else.”

- Albert Einstein
I am but a child trapped in a body of a 20 year old searching for a purpose in life, or, perhaps, being ignorant and lazy. Who knows, but this is all I have to say today. Week gone by, nothing done. No improvement. Lunar Eclipse.